Just Stubborn or what?

Self,

I've been playing this online game...the name isn't important. the premise is that you can play as 1 of 3 species, you are given a home planet, and told to build a galactic empire.

I started out with 7 profiles that I was playing under, (although it's against game policy to have multiple profiles.) I tried to play peacefully with the other players around me. Since I wasn't attacking other player's planets I didn't have much military. I focused on ...civil developments. I guess that was bad planing on my part because I'm down to just 4 profiles (well between the the attacks for other players and trying to run 7 empires with 5-6 planets each, it got to be a bit much and exhausting.....so I just deleted the others.)

So I'm down to my last four profile...and two are being attacked constantly by 1 player who have like 4000 ships. The two profiles that are being attacked are ....well just barely hanging on. Unfortunately, none of my profile are in positions to be very aggressive or retaliate. The gold mines on the two profiles that are being attacked can barely rake in enough for me to rebuild what is destroyed, and there's basically no hope of getting enough gold to rebuild my army even for a last act of desperation.

The two that aren't being attacked aren't really in much better shape but I'm trying to correct that.....but it still takes time.

The irony is that before the attacks the game was starting to get boring to me and I was thinking about deleting everything...and now that I'm being attacked all the time, it's really lame...ok sucks. However I now don't want to just delete because it will mean that the other player was successful at eliminating me. I would imagine that if I delete the profiles that are being attacked, I'm pretty sure that the player would just turn his attention to one and if possible my two other profiles.

It really sucks that I been a nice guy to everyone (including this player since I never attacked him) and now they are out to get me.

ARGH! Why can't I just let this go? I feel silly and stupid for being so concerned about some freaking computer codes accessed through the web - that's all it is! :'-(

Sincerely,

Pharaoh