Self,
So for the holiday I was in Phoenix, AZ with family. Surprisingly it was not hot as hell there....not until the day I left, which I took as AZ's way of letting me know it was time for me to go home....lol and I did!
I know I titled this "the Up's and down's" but I don't know if I want to start with the ups or downs.
Well I will start with the good because that was the whole reason for the trip. I was in AZ because my nephin (nephew-cousin...ie my cousin's oldest son who is like a nephew because of my relationship with his mom) is now a High school graduate...and well a college student all in the same trip. Obviously, attending my nephin's graduation was the purpose of my trip to the state that's usually hot as hell, this time of year. He's also a college student becasue his mom made him enroll in summer classed at the local community college that happen to start YESTERDAY (5/29/12.) Yeah I think that kind of sucked too, but he has to be in school to stay on the family health insurace and she wasn't going to let him sit in the house all summer playing video games while she and her husband went to work everyday. LOL I don't blame her.
The down....
Well I had been comunicating with this guy who lives there...well actually three, but this one in particular I think I was really feeling. So the day after the graduation, CH (his initials) and I plan to meet. We have a late meal, play a couple games of cosmic bowling, skinny dip in his jacuzzi, watch "The Iron Lady" (because that was one of the only of his many bootlegs dvds he had that would actually plays.) About 5am we're naked in his bed and things start getting ...exciting. Just as things start getting intense....I say something that he decides to responds to by rolling over and going to sleep....I'm left laying in bed next to him feeling insulted and hurt. Well it is after 5am and the drive back to my cousin's house in the boonies would be murder, so I just trun over and get soem sleep also. I wake a couple hours later, still feelin insulted I dress and leave.
Most of the day goes by and I didn't hear from CH, which to me kind of adds insult to injury...or rather injury to insult. So I send a text that was uncomplimentary. Of course that results in a few uncomplimentary text directed at me. Needless to say at this point we are no longer speaking with each other.
In the text dialogue we had CH basically said that the events of 5am had nothing to do with those at 9am surrounding my departure and that it was very shady of me to have slept in his bed and not have acknowledge him when I left. Hindsight being 100% more clear, I did and do agree with him. I can't help but wonder if I was somehow subcounciously sabotaging the situation. I mean I was having a pretty good time....he is sexy as hell...pretty much a example of my ideal man physically (aaahh, the ass and thighs on this man that became apparent when his clothes came off......not to mention the more obvious arms, chest and abs. I don't know if all that measure out for me in a way that I wasn't....entitled to be with someone like that....if I could keep someone like that interested and satisfied....if I would be enough for him. Then you through in the logistics....he lives in FREAKIN PHOENIX, AZ! I mean I had enough of a headache with KB who only lived a 45 minute drive away...CH is 5 hours! (yes only an hour by flight...but I aint rich and will be even less so once I buy a house.)...and its PHOENIX......a city I nearly despise...and can almost say with certainty that I will never live there.
So maybe I unintentially blew up the situation. That said when I CH pointed out my errors I of course apologized but he doesn't believe me and didn't feel it was genuine. Part of me wants to do SOMETHING to try to make my feelings and apologies more clear and sincere. or should I just let it go?
Don't get me wrong, I have also considered that his words and reaction may have just been an act and he played it up to make his infaction at 5am seem more insignificant. That said the fact remains that although I did feel wronged by him, I feel bad that I wronged him in the process and feel I should try to fix it.
If anyone is reading this...I would like to hear your thoughts.
Sincerely,
Pharoah
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
The Hills Are Alive With Music Again
Self,
Thanks to Aunt K, I have been reinvesting in my love of music....and the joy/excitement of discovering "new" music.
See what had happened was...
On my last visit to her house when I soaked up some of the serenity in her backyard garden, she, being slightly technically/electronically disconnected/challenged she had a iPod Nano that she had never opened and gave to me.
Now I had basically despised the Nano...for size, capacity and funtionality, which is why id didn't own own one already.....but this bitch was free and I decided to use it! I mean why let a gift go to waste, right? Well, I knew I couldn't load all my CDs in to iTunes....that might over load the poor Nano. So what I started doing was searching for the songs that I had heard on my walkabouts and had identified using an app on my phone.
So this is one of those songs, the artist is named Kimbra the track is called "Settle Down." I think she was in a group called "Someone I use to know," I hope you enjoy this one as much as I do.....obviously it's also available on iTunes.
Ok. So as I was getting ready to publish this post, I found other videos by Kimbra...this is called "Good Intent" and as best as I can tell is a track from her new release due out in a couple weeks.
I am feeling this!!! What' I'm loving about this one and well both tracks actually is the music is so layered. She sound great, I love her voice! Ok this is the last one...I already have this next track in my new Nano, but I want to share it here because it seems to really showcase her voice!
Sincerely,
Pharoah
PS - I posted these for the music, but I also have to ask, what are some thoughts on the videos?
Thanks to Aunt K, I have been reinvesting in my love of music....and the joy/excitement of discovering "new" music.
See what had happened was...
On my last visit to her house when I soaked up some of the serenity in her backyard garden, she, being slightly technically/electronically disconnected/challenged she had a iPod Nano that she had never opened and gave to me.
Now I had basically despised the Nano...for size, capacity and funtionality, which is why id didn't own own one already.....but this bitch was free and I decided to use it! I mean why let a gift go to waste, right? Well, I knew I couldn't load all my CDs in to iTunes....that might over load the poor Nano. So what I started doing was searching for the songs that I had heard on my walkabouts and had identified using an app on my phone.
So this is one of those songs, the artist is named Kimbra the track is called "Settle Down." I think she was in a group called "Someone I use to know," I hope you enjoy this one as much as I do.....obviously it's also available on iTunes.
Ok. So as I was getting ready to publish this post, I found other videos by Kimbra...this is called "Good Intent" and as best as I can tell is a track from her new release due out in a couple weeks.
I am feeling this!!! What' I'm loving about this one and well both tracks actually is the music is so layered. She sound great, I love her voice! Ok this is the last one...I already have this next track in my new Nano, but I want to share it here because it seems to really showcase her voice!
Sincerely,
Pharoah
PS - I posted these for the music, but I also have to ask, what are some thoughts on the videos?
Monday, May 14, 2012
Mother's Day
Yesterday was Mother's Day. And a pleasant one was had. Of course I cooked dinner for the Queen Mother....there was some assistance from both the Royal Sire and Royal Sibling. I made The Queen Mother's favorite dish, "Steak Diane" along with garlic & dill mashed potatoes and spinach salad. Actually, Steak Diane is really a Royals favorite we all love to have it when ever possible. It's suppose to be made with filet mignon, but most times a good New York Strip steak works well. the secret is near the end it is flambé using a cognac (Henessey generally)....and that's all I will say here....Hmm maybe one day I'll actually share the recipe on "The Colored Plate" blog....lol but is an advanced recipe, not sure folks are ready for it! Anyway, dinner was great success, I also made the other family favorite, peach cobbler.
The only hiccup to the day....is that I was sent three "Happy Mother's Day" messages. WHY do people send Mother day greetings to men. To me.....it's like wishing "Merry Christmas" to a Muslim, Jew, Buddhist or any other Non-Christian. Hmmm....it's like wishing a Klu Klux Klan member a happy "Martin Luther King Jr Day." It just doesn't make sense to do it. It is even more strange to me, for a man to wish another man a "happy Mother's day" Ironically...all three messages were from other guys....atleast one was kind of enough to send a picture of himself shirtless to go along with the inappropriate greeting. Is it me...am I just crazy?
Sincerely,
Pharoah
Thursday, May 10, 2012
One of Those Silly Moments of Mine
Self,
and no it wasn't new to me, I've seen it on other billboards.
But it struck me about how much Kim Kardashian is a non-celeb....and it all came from a sex tape.
SO...yeah I went there, being silly...This is the text I sent to a few folks:
I got some good responses. {The other person} {and ME}
A new friend in Houston;
"If we splitting the cash 50/50 I'm in!" "LOL your cut depends on what role you play in the tape....you can't have me doing all the work and expect half of my shit! Besides you haven't shown me the goods for me to know if I want to do a sex tape with you." "LOL! Trust me, I would definitely be up for an ava (adult video award) And neither have I seen the goods! Atleast you seen (a pic of) me in underwear." "LOL Have I....that profile pic could be anybody...nothing that specifically identify you!"
A new friend here in LA;
"No but I do have a good therapist you can see immediately." "Sex therapist? Is he a "hands on" type?"
"He will more than likely use his hands to put your crazy ass in a straight jacket." "LOL. That's not what I had in mind....but a sex tape in a straight jacket may be a good gimmic....to one up that Karda$ian heffa."
Another new LA friend;
"HA! You have Kim's ass?" "Oh is that a requirement?" "Nah, not for me." "Oh so you would do the sex tape just to do it?" "Ummm I'm not sure. Never done one but I think it's kinda hot. I guess itt depends on who I'm doing it with. So my answer would be probably...lol" "LOL. Well your co-star would like to see your equipment before agreeing to being seen on film with you! =)"
LA friend;
"LOL...I'll put the word out to any exhibitionists I may know...let me see if Ray J may want to do a part 2. U may need to get a long wig and lashes..." "LOL What ever it takes! But Ray J is cute but obviously not hot enough, because if he was he would've made the millions on the scandal, not her...I think she used up his combustability factor, so he would be seen as washed up." "Lol...I know I'm not quite ready to go viral or straight to dvd...lol" "LOL come on....your apple probably could rival hers!" "And mine is real! No booty shots. It's in the genes...and my jeans.."
A Friend newly arrived in Michigan;
"I am sure you have a great pool to make a selection. Let me know when the video becomes available" "LOL I'm lookin for options" "You got plenty" "The more the merrier!" "So you are looking for more than one person? Will this feature a gang bang?" "LOL Sure for multiple audition tapes....but no gang" bang" "Why no gang bang? I am sure folks would double or triple their offer" "LOL...,not sure if I can handle all that" "I'll teach you" "Oh you are an expect at being the subject of a gang bang? That's news to me." "Private lessons before your screening"
Prince Esquire;
"LOL! No. but you realize she was worth $25 mill before the tape...you're starting waaaay behind the 8 ball....or black balls as the case maybe" "She wasn't...her DADDY was....so technically we are on even ground. She was a broke freak...to start" "No when she did that her dad was dead...therefore her cut was already $25 mill. Sorry sir. And it started with Paris...see, you gotta be rich already for that shit to make you more rich...or at least famous. Ha!" "You know Mr. [Esquire] you are not very supportive of my dreams of taking over the world...." "Oh but I am! I just have to make sure you see every angle, that way you can approach it properly"
Duke Darktomahawk;
"I just live here in the sticks. Ain't no one famous. How about Will [Smith] or Bruno Mars?" "Hmmm I would do both of those....hmmm and actually I would have to do them both together...I gotta one-up that bitch if I want to jack her for her job!" "You stooopid"
There were two responses that I wasn't expecting...not because they were funny but because....well they weren't funny at all.
NYSuitor;
"Uhm. Nope. Not even close" "You are no help. Besides you of all people I was expecting a smart funny response...-nope- is too boring....try again." "Nope. I'm not here to entertain you"
A entertainment Lawyer here in LA;
"Magic Johnson" "Hmm lol well he is still kinda hot, but that's a high risk option."
The fact that the name was ALL he said about it...made me kinda wonder if he knew the Magic would be down for that and if he could set that up if I was serious....for some reason, that was a little spooky for me.
Well that was my random act of silliness of the month...maybe just the week, we'll see. I'm glad to have shared with both those who participated and those who are learning about it here. I got a few other responses about wigs or how crazy, stoopid or silly I am...some who simply said "me."
As I was writing this post I got one today who said "I already did that and it's gone viral, but it will be expensive to see it now, because the person is a high ranking official and they had it blocked." I thought that was funny too.
Also today a female friend in ATL said She'll do it! which is hilarious because as I was writing this I thought it funny that nobody had suggested any females for me to make a sex tape with....Do people simply think that me in a sex tape with Queen Latifah, Jessical Alba, Lucy Liu, or Scarlett Johanson wouldn't be a scandal!?!?!? I mean I am talkign about trying to get paid!
Sincerely,
Pharoah
So yesterday while I was working, I rode by a bus stop that had a cover and on one side a panel for advertisements. The ad I saw was this one.........
and no it wasn't new to me, I've seen it on other billboards.But it struck me about how much Kim Kardashian is a non-celeb....and it all came from a sex tape.
SO...yeah I went there, being silly...This is the text I sent to a few folks:
I need to find someone to make a sex tape with and change my name to Karda$hian, so I can get PAID! Know anyone who'll be down? LOL.
I got some good responses. {The other person} {and ME}
A new friend in Houston;
"If we splitting the cash 50/50 I'm in!" "LOL your cut depends on what role you play in the tape....you can't have me doing all the work and expect half of my shit! Besides you haven't shown me the goods for me to know if I want to do a sex tape with you." "LOL! Trust me, I would definitely be up for an ava (adult video award) And neither have I seen the goods! Atleast you seen (a pic of) me in underwear." "LOL Have I....that profile pic could be anybody...nothing that specifically identify you!"
A new friend here in LA;
"No but I do have a good therapist you can see immediately." "Sex therapist? Is he a "hands on" type?"
"He will more than likely use his hands to put your crazy ass in a straight jacket." "LOL. That's not what I had in mind....but a sex tape in a straight jacket may be a good gimmic....to one up that Karda$ian heffa."
Another new LA friend;
"HA! You have Kim's ass?" "Oh is that a requirement?" "Nah, not for me." "Oh so you would do the sex tape just to do it?" "Ummm I'm not sure. Never done one but I think it's kinda hot. I guess itt depends on who I'm doing it with. So my answer would be probably...lol" "LOL. Well your co-star would like to see your equipment before agreeing to being seen on film with you! =)"
LA friend;
"LOL...I'll put the word out to any exhibitionists I may know...let me see if Ray J may want to do a part 2. U may need to get a long wig and lashes..." "LOL What ever it takes! But Ray J is cute but obviously not hot enough, because if he was he would've made the millions on the scandal, not her...I think she used up his combustability factor, so he would be seen as washed up." "Lol...I know I'm not quite ready to go viral or straight to dvd...lol" "LOL come on....your apple probably could rival hers!" "And mine is real! No booty shots. It's in the genes...and my jeans.."
A Friend newly arrived in Michigan;
"I am sure you have a great pool to make a selection. Let me know when the video becomes available" "LOL I'm lookin for options" "You got plenty" "The more the merrier!" "So you are looking for more than one person? Will this feature a gang bang?" "LOL Sure for multiple audition tapes....but no gang" bang" "Why no gang bang? I am sure folks would double or triple their offer" "LOL...,not sure if I can handle all that" "I'll teach you" "Oh you are an expect at being the subject of a gang bang? That's news to me." "Private lessons before your screening"
Prince Esquire;
"LOL! No. but you realize she was worth $25 mill before the tape...you're starting waaaay behind the 8 ball....or black balls as the case maybe" "She wasn't...her DADDY was....so technically we are on even ground. She was a broke freak...to start" "No when she did that her dad was dead...therefore her cut was already $25 mill. Sorry sir. And it started with Paris...see, you gotta be rich already for that shit to make you more rich...or at least famous. Ha!" "You know Mr. [Esquire] you are not very supportive of my dreams of taking over the world...." "Oh but I am! I just have to make sure you see every angle, that way you can approach it properly"
Duke Darktomahawk;
"I just live here in the sticks. Ain't no one famous. How about Will [Smith] or Bruno Mars?" "Hmmm I would do both of those....hmmm and actually I would have to do them both together...I gotta one-up that bitch if I want to jack her for her job!" "You stooopid"
There were two responses that I wasn't expecting...not because they were funny but because....well they weren't funny at all.
NYSuitor;
"Uhm. Nope. Not even close" "You are no help. Besides you of all people I was expecting a smart funny response...-nope- is too boring....try again." "Nope. I'm not here to entertain you"
A entertainment Lawyer here in LA;
"Magic Johnson" "Hmm lol well he is still kinda hot, but that's a high risk option."
The fact that the name was ALL he said about it...made me kinda wonder if he knew the Magic would be down for that and if he could set that up if I was serious....for some reason, that was a little spooky for me.
Well that was my random act of silliness of the month...maybe just the week, we'll see. I'm glad to have shared with both those who participated and those who are learning about it here. I got a few other responses about wigs or how crazy, stoopid or silly I am...some who simply said "me."
As I was writing this post I got one today who said "I already did that and it's gone viral, but it will be expensive to see it now, because the person is a high ranking official and they had it blocked." I thought that was funny too.
Also today a female friend in ATL said She'll do it! which is hilarious because as I was writing this I thought it funny that nobody had suggested any females for me to make a sex tape with....Do people simply think that me in a sex tape with Queen Latifah, Jessical Alba, Lucy Liu, or Scarlett Johanson wouldn't be a scandal!?!?!? I mean I am talkign about trying to get paid!
Sincerely,
Pharoah
Friday, May 4, 2012
Ahhh!
Self,
So a week or so ago I stopped to visit my Aunt K. I had a the chance to soak up some of the serenity her home and backyard garden. AHHH! I need to go back and take pictures....She is actually growing an artichoke..it's actually a pretty plant....I think I want one....Maybe when I have my own house that might be the first thing I plant!
Sincerely,
Pharoah
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Probably NOT Safe for Work....
Self,
OK, so when I logged into a particular app on my phone, I got a notice that an underwear line company was having a sale at it's store in West Hollywood (WeHo...gay town)...And their factory store in Glendale.
Well I got curious...I have lived in Glendale and basically work in Glendale and didn't know about this store....so I went online to find it's address....and found this.
Beware it's uncensored!
So I had to share it...it's kinda hot and hilarious at the same time..... After viewing this and a few other of their uncensored videos....lol I decided I don't particularly care for their product...and I will be skipping the sale! I know a man with an underwear fetish bypassin a underwear sale...it almost seems sacreligious! Sincerely, Pharoah
OK, so when I logged into a particular app on my phone, I got a notice that an underwear line company was having a sale at it's store in West Hollywood (WeHo...gay town)...And their factory store in Glendale.
Well I got curious...I have lived in Glendale and basically work in Glendale and didn't know about this store....so I went online to find it's address....and found this.
Beware it's uncensored!
So I had to share it...it's kinda hot and hilarious at the same time..... After viewing this and a few other of their uncensored videos....lol I decided I don't particularly care for their product...and I will be skipping the sale! I know a man with an underwear fetish bypassin a underwear sale...it almost seems sacreligious! Sincerely, Pharoah
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