I must start out by saying that things with KB are going very well, and I'm not complaining. I've already stated that we went jet skiing, countless movies and dinners, went to see Jill Scott two weeks ago, going to see Janet Jackson next week, and plan to go to Atlanta for Thanksgiving to hang with his best friend, her girlfriend, and a few other of their mutual friends. Prince Esquire is making a permanent return to Cali and there's been discussion about a couple local road trips that I've mention with KB. So as I said, things are good.
THAT SAID! When I came across this picture on someone else's blog, I couldn't help but think why can't I be dating someone like him?
There's a part of me that says there is hope for someone like that to come along in my life and be madly in love with me and I'd feel the same way about him. There's also a part of me that thinks someone like that will NEVER be interested in me.
The irony is I think I know that the former thought comes from a place of greed, wanting what I don't of can't have and obviously lust. The latter thought I'm sure just comes from my own insecurities and self-doubt that I'm sure many of us share to some degree or another.
No I'm not about to walk away from KB to go hunt for my hunk.....but I'd be lying if I said it didn't cross my mind.
Sincerely,
Pharoah
2 comments:
You know you're a homosexual wen u look past the man and into the background and think "An accordion door used as a shower curtain? Genius!"
Sounds like you'd be more satisfied with someone who looks like that. There's a chance you could get yourself a gym rat. Guys with bodies like that seem to be a dime a dozen.
USV,
LMAO! I guess I'm not a homosexual...I didn't even see the shower curtain, until you mentioned it and I had to take a look at the picture again to see what you were talking about.
As for the gym rat.....it would be nice...but I'm happy where I'm at....this was just an excersice of fantasy.
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