Self,
So I guess it's ok to share that I have been "spending time" getting to know someone. We've been hanging out since the end of April. I'm almost constantly laughing with him, because we seem to always be teasing and verbally jabbing each other. One running joke is his nickname, (which I'll use here) is "the Black Hobbit" because he is short and has a dark complexion.
We are keeping things very casual....no pressure to label what we are doing or lay claim to each other, unlike with KB....which I'm really appreciating.
The possible problem is....Hobbit shares an apartment with his Ex. On one hand that really doesn't bother me, because...well for one - this it not the most recent ex he is living with and supposedly they are more like family now, two - even if they are fucking....I don't care since we have no claims on each other like that to be worried about.
However what I am kinda worried about is that the Ex had a biopsy and is sounds like the results came back cancerous, which it seems to have the Hobbit a bit...out of sorts, if not under duress. From just the brief conversation The Hobbit and I had about it, he's planning to be extremely involved in the Ex's recovering process.....and yeah the selfish part of me potentially sees that as bad news for me.
Sincerely
Pharoah
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