Life...When it Rains, It Pours

Self,

It's weird. Things are going pretty good. I can't complian....not really. I mean there are a few snags in the fabric, but not rips so I'll handle things and hopefully keep the snags from becoming rips.

LOL Yet right now my biggest...snag is that I don't have time for everything I want or need to do. It's been stated to me that I've "spread myself to thin." Yes, I do a lot. I've mentioned I'm working on two careers. One is pretty basic. I work a 9-hour shift Mondays through Fridays with occassional overtime shift on the weekend which is usually just 4-5 hours long.


The second is a bit more time consuming considering that I'm doing it part-time around the one I just mentioned above. There's training sessions twice a week, with some "emergency" sessions from time to time. I also make time to see clients around my schedule and that's compatible to theirs. This is also difficult because it takes time to foster the relationship with people in order to do business.

I've just started studying for my Investment Advisor federal securities license. I have until July 31 to take and pass the exam. I get three chances to pass. I have to wait 30 days after my first attempt to take it a second time. The third attempt has to then be schedule another 30 days after the second. With that, my plan is to take the exam at the end of May. That way if I don't pass then I can take it again at the end of June and if need be once more at the end of July. After the third attempt I have to wait 180 days before I can schedule it again which basically means re-registering and paying additional fees. MY GOAL IS TO TAKE IT AND PASS IT THE FIRST TIME. (Got to put it out there and claim that shit, right?) This will be my second license in regards to my business, the first is from the State of California. My IA license is going to take some focus and concentration to study.

Then there's the dating front. Well I have quite a few folks that I am interested in spending time with and getting to know better. That's exactly what my "starting five" idea was about, giving me options! This shouldn't be a problem, but it is for two reason, the first of which is simply practical. I don't have that much time! These guys live in different parts of the Los Angeles area and it's work trying to match up schedules and locations.


The other problem actually relates to me working for my IA license. The connection is that I get horny when I'm stressed and all the studying that I'm going to be doing is going to stress me the f*ck-out! It's going to make me so horny that it'll make me into a common bathhouse whore. Which becomes another problem since NEVER have nor ever intend to visit a bathhouse. And with no boyfriend/lover/partner to come home to that can help in that department....whew, it's going to be rough. Sometimes I'm amazed with myself for having graduated from a university because I was single and not getting any then too! (ok not a lot, lol.) I honestly do not know what to do about this...lol anyone interested in having relations together regularly for a couple months and we just SAY we're boyfriends?!?!? LMAO! I jest, but not really? =)

Then there's the commitment to family, friends, and my blog (blogs counting Esquire Eats.) I enjoy my family and friends, spending time with them, in a way refuels me. My blog (and by extention its readers, followers and commenters) also serve a similar purpose. But it's someone obvious that lately I've been leaving few notes to self than I have in the past, and I have a feeling that over the next few weeks and maybe even a few months the number of entries will decrease even more! I'm still going to try to get a couple "True Diva series" post out for Gayte as promised. (lol u're lucky you are cute...well atleast from your picture!) I expect to find some level of balance.

Sincerely,
Pharaoh